I had brought my husband (Luigi) and son (Luca) with me to try to get me through the initial fear of drawing in public. This wasn't necessarily a good move as I felt the need to keep checking they were OK and felt guilty about them being bored hanging around. Things went from bad to worse when Luigi started arguing with one of the street vendors who was bring to sell him a necklace which I really didn't want. (he ended up buying it anyway). Subsequent to this another man came up - took one look at my drawing and said, "You've drawn the head too small" (in Italian) " In reality he was a big-head (testone)". This was probably intended as friendly constructive criticism. Unfortunately in my state of anxiety and embarrassment this served only to deflate and frustrate me even more. I decided to move on from that spot.
On the way back to the car I briefly sketched the lions in Piazza Plebiscito. I also found some equestrian statues which I really liked just around the corner near the car park. This was a slightly less crowded area so I managed to draw these. I particularly liked the lines of movement on the second statue. It seemed to me that there was an explosive force behind this horse which would burst out if the man were to let go of him. A few days later on a larger sheet of cartridge paper I redrew a simplified version of this statue and 'exploded' the horse with my rubber.
This was not an entirely successful outing although I was happier with the drawings of the equestrian statues than anything else. However I am acutely aware that anxiety and embarrassment at drawing in public is a problem that I will need to overcome if I am to progress as it certainly has an adverse affect on the quality of my work.
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